“If personality is an
unbroken series of successful gestures, then there was something gorgeous about
him”
They
don't make 'em like this anymore.
I figured we'd break up the interviews, and I'd do a bit of
gushing about a particular book over which I've been swooning for half my life.
I realize it isn't YA, but I couldn't resist. In lieu of the new cinematic spin on the classic, I choose to give Gatsby some love.
I'm
skeptically anticipating the impending release. It could be epic with Baz Luhrmann
at the helm, and it is certainly casted well.
On to the book.
The setting still gets me: New York in the roaring twenties,
the Jazz Age, the flappers, the prohibition, the speakeasies, the American
Dream. The era itself is fascinating, but as a sixteen-year-old, it took much more
than that to snatch my attention.
I was
an adamant reader in elementary school, but due to the lack of incentive and
the turbulence that is middle school, my hobbies had evolved into hair flipping
and eye rolling. The Great Gatsby
changed my life because it prompted my love affair with the written word and my
hopeless crush on imagery.
“In his blue gardens men and girls came and
went like moths among the whisperings and the champagne and the stars.”
Fitzgerald's
words were powerful enough to slap the petty foolishness out of me, to prompt
me to dig deeper. Until then, I'd never read to find symbolism, hidden treasure
within the lines. And I didn't realize how much I loved words. The power of
them. I didn't know what to do with the emotions the book invoked within me. A
man who would dedicate his entire life to the dream of a girl he couldn't have.
A girl who was better as a dream than as a real person. Isn't that the problem
with ambition? That you'll crawl, claw, and brawl your way to a goal, only to
discover it wasn't at all what you expected.
"There must have been moments even that
afternoon when Daisy tumbled short of his dreams -- not through her own fault,
but because of the colossal vitality of his illusion. It had gone beyond her,
beyond everything."
And
what is left of you then, when you realize your mental creation is better than
reality? Do you become a ghost of a person who decides to simply cling to the memories
because they were the catalyst?
"So we beat on, boats
against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past."
To go
back to the past- what Gatsby meant
to me as a teenager was romance, that someone would dedicate themselves in such a way, that someone could
be captivating enough to cause such devotion. I can appreciate Fitzgerald so
much more now at this point in my life, now that I'm beginning to understand
nostalgia, the harshness of the world and the fallacies of "opportunity". I can truly appreciate the meaning of Fitzgerald's Valley of Ashes. The effect
this novel has on me grows with the number of candles on my birthday cake. I've
read few books with such influence.
Fitz's
meaning is heart wrenching and powerful but sugarcoated with gorgeous candy strings
of words. Dreams are dreams. Universal. Some people cheat or sacrifice morals
to achieve them. Some work hard, but diligence doesn't necessarily equal
success. There are more Wilsons than Tom Buchanans.
And endings
are not always happy.
It's safe to say that The
Great Gatsby is one of the loves of my life. I still have my battered copy
from the eleventh grade, complete with my side notes...most of which are
teacher prompted highlights and my own juvenile observations. Confession: It
was the first (and last) thing I ever stole. Not sure how I got away with that
one. I also kept the copy I used as a teacher when I was a student intern. (I
actually paid for that one, however.) I was given the opportunity to gush about Gatsby
for weeks to my honors tenth graders. And I own a third copy, clear of marks, free of my past
reflections so as not to influence my current. I believe that I will obsess
about Gatsby until the day I take my
copy (copies) to the grave with me.
Love comes in many forms.
You have succeeded in making me add this to my to-read pile. This book sounds lovely in all the right ways!
ReplyDeleteDo it!! You will fall in love.
DeleteSo glad I'm not the only one who hasn't read this!!
DeleteOh great rave. It's been years since I read Gatsby. Must do. I saw the trailer for the film recently, and must admit I was a bit on the fence. It does look visually stunning, but I love my mind's image so much I'm not sure I want it to be sullied.
ReplyDeleteMy sentiments exactly. In viewing the trailer, it seems they at least nailed the emotion... I'm still nervous.
DeleteOh man...mandatory high school reading. This brings back memories. I'm with you guys--the cinematography looks heavenly, but like Jaye, my mind's got this all cast and played out already. But it IS Leo... :)
ReplyDeleteOh, and GREAT RAVE, lovely!! It's fun to shake things up between interviews & peanut butter fornication.
DeleteI think they were smart with the casting- I'm definitely not worried about the characterization. I just hope it isn't too over the top.
DeleteI'm ashamed to admit that I STILL haven't read this...not sure how it slipped through the cracks, but it's been on my list for years! Time to get to it!
ReplyDeleteWHAT?? I'm sure you can steal a copy from your local high school like I did... juuuust kidding. Wait until you have time to enjoy it. It's amazing.
DeleteI'm happy to say I finally read The Great Gatsby this year in school. I wasn't sure what to expect, but I ended up loving it. I read the last few paragraphs over and over before I had to return the book to the library––probably some of my favorite lines from books ever.
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